Friday, September 14, 2012
If I'm quiet, you too watching everything silently
The air seem to be filling the breath with poison... We are living a meaningless life... Every happiness had turned dark... I had prayed goddess which came true.. If I'm culprit, even you're no less at fault... If I'm quiet, you too watching everything silently Oh god, why are you helpless... We all are your creation.... All my illusions are shattered... The heart is scathed... Why are you oblivious to your own world? I don't like destiny written by you, Oh Lord... My heart says to leave this world of sorrow.... Everything is false here.... O god, you are omniscient.. try to be a human.... We had to die everyday to live.... try this life too... Let me crush this faith.... I am my own god now... Now I don't want your mercy.... No Favors.... Watch for tribute all lovers...
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Episode 03 : Dude, Solution is not
That was the moral story to write this story. Kodiak is straggling to come to his normal life. I am very much afraid about him & I suspect he may do some foolish thing like suicide. So I need to convince him to stop that bloody idea. So I called him while I am traveling & try to find out some answers for root cause which identified after discussed with Cookie.
He started to tell from the day one their love story. In the very first day, Kodiak has met Cookie in Galle Park; he was telling how they were sitting on steps in the park & Kodiak was damn afraid about crows. Cookie was laughing on Kodiak & asked are you afraid even for crows. Kodiak started to smile in little. So he said I can remember how I hold her hand. She said, I know good place to have lunch. So we went their & had our lunch. I can still remember how she shared her lunch with me.
This song will remember their sweet memories which they had in Galle http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQf5Gvo456E&feature=related
. Further this songs will give them what is love & what they have achieved.... Love is for to do feel, they had it. So they can continue it.Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Episode 02 : Dude, Solution is not
He was speechless & tried say something to me. “I won’t be able live without her, I won’t…”
He said, "She is rejecting me, I sent hundreds of SMS to her, she never replied". I confirmed myself about what has happened to Kodiak. I asked reasons about sudden change of Cookie; he said nothing wrong about her. But he criticized himself. I just searched Youtube & played a song which those two guys used play when others were in similar type of condition http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qG9D3hmYiIw&feature=related.
I directly went to Cookie's house. She called by my name & started to cry. She closed her eyes by both hands & started to criticize about Kodiak. I cannot believe how she can talk like this; I thought Cookie may angry with Kodiak. But the things she was telling is very crucial for both of them as a lovers to carrying their affair, so I keep myself silent and I tried to look at her face. I can see some guilty feeling from her eyes.
So I started to speak; please Cookie, please, you two guys were one of most loving couples I ever seen. Don’t be silly. You know Kodiak more than me. Please, if you two have problems, don’t criticize each other, try to find out a solution. Cookie, you are the person who changed Kodiak's life , who gave him love and hope, who care about you more than anybody else. Kodiak also did more than that, Is that true Cookie? Is that true?. He sacrificed lot of things to be with you….
Every things has its up & down times, So its same you all. But we will only when we understood it. Love is not accomplishing what you desire (what you want). Its always state how you sacrifice, how you believe & how you care
TO BE CONTINUEDMonday, July 30, 2012
Dude, Solution is not 99 bottles....
This is not TECHIE blog post of me. This is a tribute to real lover
This is in real; one of my real closest (name as “*Kodiak*” here after) where this has started to happen from few months ago. Kodiak called me asked for help, even though I was damn tired (only couple of hours after long journey from Sydney). I have many places and special person to meet. But I couldn’t throw his request away.I went to Kodiak’s place, but he wasn’t there after couple of hours of sleep. But I can hear heart breaking nice song of James Blunt (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wVyggTKDcOE) its repeating , I hate saying good bye somebody I really love to see back (meanwhile so I am also remembering lot of my sweet memories too).
So suddenly I was lean into his room & but I was damn surprised by seen his room (damn I don’t know what happened to myself by seeing this). It’s like someone kept me upside down. I suddenly dragged his computer’s chair & sit.
I stopped the player & try to find out what has happened to him. I closed my eyes very hardly & tried to find out, why this fellow is so crazy. I cannot believe myself how he became so alcoholic, hence he was huge oppose for the alcoholic products. I tried to look around I found lot of various brands. I realize something uncommon in his wall, all the photos has been rotated. But I can see only one photo is in its correct view. I can hear someone is coming, but I can recognize who is in that photo. She is Cookie, Kodiak’s girlfriend. Kodiak came to room with very expensive alcoholic product. I saw, tears were falling from his eyes. I asked what happened to f***ing idiot?
TO BE CONTINUED